Recent news reports on the impending publication of the private journals and letters of the late Mother Teresa of Calcutta caused a stir when excerpts showed that she may have doubted the existence of God. Orthodox Catholics speculate that this fact could block her path to sainthood. Now known as Blessed Mother Teresa of Calcutta, she is one step away from being declared a saint. The Pope has the final say on this.
In 1946 Sister Teresa, already teaching for many years in Calcutta, India, experienced her “call within a call,” which she considered divine inspiration to devote herself to caring for the sick and poor. She then moved into the slums of Culcutta and founded the order of the Missionaries of Charity. The order built hospices where the terminally ill could die with dignity as well as centers serving the blind, the aged, and the disabled. In 1979 she received the Nobel Peace Prize for her humanitarian work.
At the time of Mother Teresa’s death, the Missionaries of Charity had a presence in more than 90 countries with some 4,000 nuns and hundreds of thousands of lay workers. The order continues to grow. Her legendary works of charity earned her near-universal acclaim as a “living saint” during her lifetime. That she doubted God’s existence comes as a surprise to
many believers.
The book entitled “Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light “ reveals a very human side of Mother Teresa, which might not jive with Catholics’ idea of saints as being perfect in their faith, untroubled by doubts or fears. She wrote in 1959:
“In my soul I feel just that terrible pain of loss,of God not wanting me — of God not being God — of God not existing.”
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